Bath Station

When the Pullman eased to a gentle stop in Bath, the city greeted us with the peal of bells and the smell of freshly baked bread.

The carriage trembled slightly, and everything froze in that peculiar moment between past and present — as if the scene still continued, yet the curtain was about to fall.
A silk-soft breeze drifted through; footsteps, voices, steam, and the aroma of coffee mingled in the air.
The station lived like an old gentleman — coughing into the loudspeaker, grumbling announcements, tripping over its own noise, muttering under its breath — but doing it all with English dignity, never once removing its hat.
It breathed rhythmically, like someone long accustomed to the bustle, yet still quietly amazed at every arriving train.

Another one? Already?

And amid this living, noisy breath, I suddenly saw them.
My hands tightened around the clutch; I searched for something to hold on to.
Could no one else see those monsters?
I froze right in the passageway, and a man behind me barely managed to slip past.
“Excuse me.”
“Oh—yes, of course.”

I touched my lips. My God, was that my voice?
And once again, I felt like a child — as I always did in moments
when the world revealed something too crude
for such a fragile soul — a little girl inside a woman’s body.

The soft manacles of luxury:
velvety crimson ropes, smelling of perfume and road dust.
They stretched along the platform like a ruby border:
on one side — our Pullman, champagne, crystal flutes, and white gloves;
on the other — ordinary people, bystanders, and the little girl who had just seen a fairytale for the first time.
Such things left real scars, deep wounds in my heart.
How fair — and how cruel.
And again, true to my own ideals, I dropped everything I’d been doing.
Nothing could be more important than a child.
The world dissolved, my heart ached with tenderness, and I began to glow brighter.

The Girl.

She stood behind the rope — looking straight at me, her eyes shining as if I’d stepped out of a storybook.
I instinctively pulled back, almost ashamed of my finery.
Her little hand reached toward my hat — I lit up, clapping my hands in delight.
Surely I could help her.
I had something she wanted; she would have given anything for it.
But the border is the border.
Reality cut in — cold, abrupt — a guard gently but firmly stopped her.
The light on her face faded.

A sting in my chest, eyes welling up.
I must have looked like a child myself.
I took off my hat, ready to give it to her despite the rules —
but in that instant, the girl’s mother pulled her hand back.
Her gaze was sharp:
“Don’t. We don’t need anything from you.”
From you, the condescending rich — she didn’t have to say it; everything was clear without words.
I turned away, hiding my tears, searching for my usual anchor — for Him.
But He was gone.

Still shaken, I returned to the carriage to collect myself.
The porter straightened his shoulders, raised a brow.
“Is everything all right, madam?”
“Yes… yes, thank you,” my voice trembled, and I hurried inside.
He bowed slightly, holding the door,
while I, keeping my eyes down, walked along the carpeted aisle to my seat —
trying to disappear into the rustle of silk and the clinking of glass.

By now everyone had found their own little purpose.
The Adventuress and Josh, arm in arm, went off to find a rare bookshop.
Sophia stayed with the children. I bent down and kissed her temple.
She only smiled — that quiet, knowing smile that said “I understand.”
Jonathan leaned against the colonnade, deep in conversation — clearly a business call.
I tugged his sleeve lightly and kissed his cheek.
He moved the phone away for just a moment to hear my whisper:
“Darling, keep an eye on them. I’m counting on you.
And please — try not to work for a bit.”
He nodded, and in that nod was more than words could hold.
I stepped forward — and finally found Him.

The streets greeted us with unhurried magnificence.
Narrow cobbled lanes stretched between honey-colored buildings.
People moved calmly, with quiet dignity.
It felt as if the whole city lived by a single idea — everything must be beautiful.

I chuckled at the thought.

Everything around looked like a fairytale — a bookshop, a chocolatier, a tiny soap boutique.
He walked beside me — calm, composed, and too close.
Too real.
And that closeness pulled the strings inside me taut.

We walked a little further, and I nodded toward a small soap shop.
“Shall we go in?” I asked.

He smiled briefly, and we stepped inside.

Shelves reached almost to the ceiling — neat rows of paper-wrapped bars tied with ribbons, each label swirling with ornate calligraphy.
The scents of lavender, rose petals, orange peel, and fresh mint intertwined like whispers — not overwhelming, just enveloping.
Behind the counter stood an elderly man with kind eyes and a face that smelled faintly of goodness and mint lotion.
He didn’t rush, as if wanting to hear us first.
He smiled with the corners of his mouth, nodded — only then reaching for a lilac bar on the top shelf.
“From Provence,” he said softly. “Maria makes it. Stubborn hands, enormous heart.
She never picks lavender at night — says, ‘Flowers should feel the sun — the scent lasts longer.’”
He set the box down, rolled his shoulder — a quiet pop in the joint — and gave a half-apologetic, half-playful smile.
The next soap was pink, with flecks of gold.
“Cousins — not far from here. They pick the petals at dawn and hum while mixing the base. They say that’s why the foam comes out happy.”
He paused, rubbing his chin, lost in thought — maybe remembering those cousins, or his own childhood.
Then he gave a small shake of the head, returning to the present.
Just then, someone tapped on the window — knock, knock.
We all jumped, startled — who would dare disturb a fairytale with reality?
“Ah, Pierre!” he exclaimed with a gentle laugh. “Ten years he’s promised to drop by. Maybe one day he will.”
Waving to his old friend, he turned back to us.
“What am I doing — guests mean tea!”
He disappeared briefly through a side door and returned with a tray: fine china, tiny cups, a round teapot.
The fragrance filled the room — black tea with a hint of bergamot, mingled with lavender and rose.
It felt even warmer, cozier.
He pulled out a chair for me and wrapped His arm around my shoulders.
“And this,” the shopkeeper said, holding up a green bar flecked with herbs, “my nieces made.
Always trying to surprise me — a little basil, a drop of orange.
I grumble, then smell it — and say nothing.
Courage, when young, has such a delicious scent.”
On the wall hung a faded photograph — a copper basin, steam, people around it.
He caught our gaze.
“Third generation,” he said simply, without pride — just truth.
I felt the collector’s thrill.
“Oh, may I have that one? And that one, please… and maybe this too?”
The boxes obediently formed a small tower, and he, delighted, fetched more — some from the top shelf, some from hidden drawers.
The little mountain grew higher and higher.
He joined in:
“And that one, with rosemary — could I see it?”
I grabbed it first, laughing, pulling it toward me.
He snorted, grabbed another bar, and raised an eyebrow triumphantly.
We started to compete like children — who could grab faster, who could guess the scent.
At one point, we both reached for the same box, and our fingers met above it.
For a heartbeat we held it together — neither willing to let go.

The shopkeeper, tactful as ever, slipped away to the storeroom for more stock.

His hand somehow kept the motion going —
from the box to my waist.
From the outside, it probably looked as though He was just steadying me, but His fingers slid lower,
and I could feel exactly what He felt.
His eyes flared — something warm and dangerous flickering in them:
joy and unrest, demand and protection all at once.
I bit my lip, trying to hold myself together.

Then — the door, a soft bang! — the shopkeeper returned, his arms full of boxes and wrapping paper.
The moment scattered instantly.
He patted His pockets, regaining His businesslike calm; His face composed, all order again.
And I smiled, knowing it was only a mask.

“Would you like these in one bag?” the man asked, smiling as he sorted through the boxes.
“Yes—no—yes,” He stammered, words tumbling out unevenly.
He nodded, fixed His hair, but His thoughts were clearly elsewhere.
The shopkeeper wrapped, tied, then asked again,
“A gift? Shall I make it neat?”
“Yes, yes,” He muttered — then, almost by reflex, “no”… then quietly, “yes.”
I pretended everything was perfectly normal — studying the tags, smiling at the man,
stretching the moment, giving Him time to compose Himself.
It was a game — feigned innocence on my part.
Finally, the shopkeeper smiled, almost in benediction,
and tied a small lavender sachet to one of the bags.
“For the road,” he said. “So your carriage still smells a little like a garden.”

I smiled back; He nodded — everyone pretending nothing had happened,
while inside, everything was already boiling over.
“Don’t even think about it,” He whispered.
Of course, I already was.
The moment the door closed behind us — I ran.
My heels clattered against the cobblestones, my bag bounced, my hair flew.
I laughed so hard that people turned to look — who else would start a chase right there, between flower stalls and cafés?
He came tearing after me, half laughing, half swearing under His breath,
and from the sound of His voice — breathless, teasing — I knew: if He caught me, there’d be no mercy.
Luckily, the train was close — thank heaven for that.
In heels, with all those bags and a heart about to burst — I wouldn’t have lasted long.
But I ran, laughing, until I was breathless, and just as I reached the carriage — He caught me.
He seized my waist, pulled me to Him — and kissed me.
Not quick, not staged — but real, like a man who loves his woman and doesn’t care who sees.
All the laughter, wind, footsteps, the clatter of my heels — collapsed into one instant.
I wrapped my arms around Him, and we both laughed — from joy, from embarrassment, from too much of everything.
Then I noticed the platform: everyone was staring.
Someone clapped, someone whistled — even the train driver raised his hand, as if to say,
“Kiss all you like, just don’t miss your train!”
I blushed so hard I think even the lavender in the bag turned pink.
How He loves to make me blush.

The Pullman Dinner

It was finally lunchtime — thank heaven, I was starving.
In the dining car — Mr. Pierce Willoughby again.
I greeted him politely and sent a message to the group chat:
Someone please kill me.
Reactions poured in at once.

The warden’s tone hadn’t changed — the same pompousness, the same lecturing air —
but now there was a faint unsteadiness to it.
The champagne in his glass had clearly gone past the “one flute only” stage.
He was starting to repeat himself, and every “ladies and gentlemen” grew longer and louder,
as if the words were meant to hold his balance.

I exhaled, silently praying for Josh and the Adventuress —
it had to be them who’d gotten him drunk.

The Aristocrat leaned back in his chair, smiling lazily.
“My dear Willoughby, we’ve already gathered that you’re a walking encyclopedia.
But perhaps, for once, we could allow life itself to join us this evening?”
The Adventuress jumped right in, her eyes sparkling in the dim glow of the chandeliers:
“Oh yes! How long can we go on cutting every piece of food according to rules?
We’re not a museum of etiquette — we’re a celebration!”
Jonathan snapped his fingers, and the waiters — as if waiting for this signal all along —
filled every glass to the brim.
Champagne flared with gold, and for the first time that day, true laughter broke out across the room.

I narrowed my eyes.
He caught my look immediately.
Something was off.
“Jonathan?” I mouthed.
He raised an eyebrow and lifted his hands — innocent.
Of course.
No wonder the waiters moved like a perfectly rehearsed orchestra.
Undoubtedly, our brilliant CFO was behind this —
that mischievous, calculating man, hiding his grin behind the calm of a strategist.

It began with a sigh, then a chuckle — and then a wave.
People at nearby tables, who until that moment had sat perfectly straight,
as if preserved behind glass, began to smile too.
It felt like the entire carriage had been waiting for this very moment —
the one when the farce would finally end,
and everyone could simply breathe.
The musicians exchanged glances,
and suddenly the violin burst into a jazz melody.
The bass joined in, then the saxophone, then the drums.
The room came alive.
Glasses chimed, dresses swirled, shoes slipped against the polished floor.
We drank, we laughed, we danced between the tables.
The Adventuress grabbed the Aristocrat by the hand and spun so wildly
his cane nearly knocked a glass from the table.
Jonathan and Sophia burst into laughter and began to dance too,
while the children jumped around them, squealing,
mimicking the grown-ups with hilarious sincerity.
Everyone had shed their masks.
The Pullman — with its golden chandeliers and walnut panels —
was no longer a theatre of etiquette;
it had become a ballroom of pure joy.

By the time the music softened and the hall began to empty,
only our circle remained.
The noise faded.
The children were asleep in the next carriage.

I found myself on His lap.
He held me as if afraid to let go.
I laughed and covered Him with kisses,
pressing my cheek to His shoulder — my dear, beloved man.

It was not a secret love,
but an open, bright, radiant one.
The kind that glows quietly in plain sight —
and needs no permission to exist.