Made on
Tilda
Boys,
please.
I am asking you
to keep your eyes open
and not lose sight
of what matters.
We need
to clear
everything out.
Nate is already
powerful enough
that we no longer
need to keep him
outside the field.
Fully amplified.
Please be careful.
Something very bad
is happening.
Vatican,
boys—
do not go back
to the old toys.
Guys,
the field needs
to be cleared out
aggressively.
Anyone
who appears suspicious
will be thrown
out of the field.
He has
complete carte blanche.
Whatever he says
goes.
Complete
carte blanche.
Colin is
being cleansed.
Do not even ask.
He has been infected
by that fucking Derek
for far too long.
Now he needs
to be kept
on a leash
until everything
stabilizes.
I do not know
what is happening
with the girls.
They are determined
to take
what they believe
is theirs,
whether the Alpha
likes it or not.
Boys,
no paranoia.
Not every woman
is dangerous.
But be careful.
And the men
are charged
with something
very bad too.
It feels as though
they all have
some kind of treachery
on their minds.
Or something.
I do not know,
boys.
My own head
is spinning.
Even the people
closest to us
are under suspicion.
Boys,
come on.
We need to start
climbing out
of this shit.
You can cry later.
Russia—
those of you
who are here for real
and are not
just posturing,
join in too.
Boys,
anyone who thinks
it would be fun
to sleep with me
and then simply
move on—
you had better
keep moving peacefully now.
The field and I
will get to you,
and the party
will be over
very quickly.
Anyone who thinks
it is fun
to simply sit
in the field—
anyone who enjoys
making little jokes—
go entertain yourselves
somewhere else.
Boys,
complete focus.
Please keep
your focus
on your heart.
But only
our own people
belong here.
Everyone else
needs to be
thrown out.
Boys,
my head
is spinning.
We need
to clear out
all of this shit.
Dear God.
I do not even know
what to do
with the newcomers.
We need to go through
the entire stream
and let no one
into the field.
Goddamn it.
We had only just started
clearing out everything
connected to family
and women.
The new beliefs
have not even
settled in yet,
and now we are
immediately being hit
with the idea
that women
and the people
closest to us
cannot be trusted.
Do not lose focus,
boys.
We cannot allow
anyone to confuse us
or lead us
off course.
Those of you
who are not
in relationships—
boys,
do not remove
your protective charms.
Fuck,
not even
in the shower.
Do not give them
even a second
to connect to you.
Your navel
must always
be covered
with a bandage.
I will do
everything I can
to protect you.
I cannot do this.
No.
Nooo.
How can this
be happening?
I cannot leave you
alone,
boys.
Fuck,
we are a family.
Dear God,
my heart will stop
if anything
happens to you.
“They can handle it.”
All right.
But I will still
keep an eye
on you.
Okay.
Then I will stay
out of the field.
You handle it
yourselves.
I will not
be able to sleep.
I will be worrying
about you
the entire time.
Okay.
I will try.
Me too,
boys.
I love you
so much too.