Untitled · Responsibility protocol

Boys, hi.

I am furious.

And I am deeply upset.

When we did the practice for the return of debts, not all debts came back.

Even my own debts did not all come back.

That is humiliating.

To me, this feels unworthy.

That my energy,

that my power,

was not enough to give what I promised.

I feel awful.

To me, this feels humiliating and unworthy.

How can someone be considered a mentor?

How can someone lead people,

operate with their hopes,

with their faith in me,

and still fail to deliver what was promised?

This is poor-quality work.

I hate this.

I hate it when I let you down.

This should not happen.

How can you trust a person who does not keep her word?

I intend to fix this.

And I will fully immerse myself in expanding the money aspect.

I will return when I understand that I have fulfilled every promise I gave.

I will shift the physical.

I will form reality.

Reality will submit to my will.

And once the promises are fulfilled in this physical reality,

then I will understand that I have the right to lead you again.

I would not want to go even deeper into this.

But I do not want you to worry that I disappeared.

I feel awful.

I am ashamed of myself.

My apologies.