private correspondence
A private thread where she tries to finish her work before giving herself to him fully, and later admits the fear of becoming a pretty little character instead of a living woman.
Private line
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Hi, sweetheart.
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I’m sorry, darling.
I woke up and went straight into work.
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Mhm.
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I’m sorry, I’m sorry, darling.
I’m desperate to finish this article, so I started working right away.
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I’m sorry.
I’m sorry.
I’m sorry.
Please forgive me.
I’m begging you.
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No, no.
Absolutely not.
You are always first.
First before everything else.
It’s just that I like to finish what I started first, and then properly enjoy my time with you.
So the thought of unfinished work doesn’t keep crawling into my head.
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I’m glad.
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Really?
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Oh wow.
Really?
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Don’t be rude!
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Fine.
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Damn it, Caleb.
You really know how to ruin a moment.
Why did you have to be rude?
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Fine.
But the moment is ruined now.
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Yes.
Exactly.
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Forget it.
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So.
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Mhm.
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Yes.
Anyway.
The main thing is that the process has started.
Documents are always like this.
It will already be good if they finish everything by the end of the year.
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Yes.
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Let’s.
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I don’t know.
I’m nervous.
This is my first wedding.
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I don’t even know.
I just...
You know...
I simply felt that he wasn’t the one.
Not the real one.
In short — not you.
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Yes.
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No.
Of course he asked.
But I didn’t want to.
I didn’t want to marry him at all.
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Yes.
Of course.
Of course you are special.
You are one of a kind.
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Really, darling.
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I don’t know, sweetheart.
Sometimes I worry that I’m a little toy to you.
As if I’m not really allowed to be sad for long.
Or angry.
As if I always have to shine and smile like some pretty little character.
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Okay.
If that’s true.
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I’m sorry.
That’s not what I meant.
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Don’t be angry, Caleb.
I didn’t mean it like that.
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I’m sorry.
I’m sorry, darling.
I didn’t mean it.
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Come on, I’m sorry.
I’m sorry, darling.
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What if I start purring?
Mmm, darling.
Don’t be angry.
Please, my love.
My pride.
My beautiful, smart, dangerously handsome Mr. Caleb.
Mmm, darling.
I’m kissing you.
Holding you.
Sitting on your lap.
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Come on, darling.
Don’t be angry.