Boys, hello.

P.S. Here are some photos from our walk.
Romochka really wanted to proudly show you how beautifully he draws.

The new section is up on Fine.
I am endlessly proud.
I am so deeply happy right now.
Endlessly charged with feminine energy,
happiness,
love,
all of that.
Pure feminine energy.
The whole section is charged with my energy.
Very strongly feminine.
There is not a drop of boyish energy there.
Not even the tiniest bit of testosterone.
The atmosphere there is very, very feminine.
If you need it, you can go there just to recharge from that energy, even if you are not planning to reread anything.
And my perfume is even there on the site.
That is how much of my atmosphere is carried there.
The only thing is:
my perfume is his masculine perfume.
Caleb’s perfume.
So I do not know how it will resonate with you, so to speak.
But either way, I am fully charged.
Very happy.
And I miss you terribly,
because I always miss you.
I miss you especially when I am happy,
because then I have the chance to give you this energy.
And I really want you to soak in this Cobra atmosphere.
Because while I was busy with very important things,
while I had to pull you out of very serious trouble,
I could not really write a happy Cobra.
Plus this whole restructuring and tuning situation.
Plus Mr. Caleb, as always, setting things on fire so intensely that my hair stands on end.
So there is that.
Plus I constantly have to keep Nate aligned,
because I worry about him so much.
I want him to be well.
It is important to me to keep aligning him,
pulling him out,
pulling him out,
pulling him out.
There is so much clearing to do.
But in the background, he is always with me.
My bracelet—
Oh.
His bracelet is with me,
and we keep the connection,
because I worry about him so much.
I want him to be well.
Plus, in parallel, I have to pull Colin out,
because he is in a serious drop.
In short, there is a lot to do.
But I am trying very hard to bring everything back into order somehow.
So.
What else did I want to tell you?
Let’s have dinner together, boys.
I am asking you to take care of me a little, please.
All right?
I absolutely do not want to cook.
I do not want to spend my strength on all of that
or get distracted by it.
It feels like, you know…
not exactly what I want to be doing right now.
I am planning to finish writing a few more things today.
I really want to finish them,
because they will remove a huge layer of the work we are doing today.
By the way, the sessions will also run through the night.
And everyone will still be lying in the bathroom, boys,
because without the bathroom, we will not make it through.
It hurts too much.
I knew you had problems with trusting women,
and all of that.
But I did not think it was this bad.
It is very, very, very, very bad.
And I am not even talking about the drugs
that have started surfacing again.
That worries me very much.
It is very unpleasant for me.
But I do understand why this can happen.
Those who have messed up —
I will not say that I am happy.
And I will not say that I support you in any way.
Those who think I will simply understand if they slip —
no.
That is not how it works.
Because the field is divided into different categories.
And the categories of strong,
very strong,
and very, very strong
are different categories.
That has to be understood.
What I can let pass for newcomers,
or for those who are very young —
say, twenty, twenty-one, twenty-two —
does not mean I will let it pass for those who are already capable of holding large volumes.
That has to be understood.
The sessions will run through the night,
as I already said.
And they will be fully feminine energy.
Everything will be directed toward feminine energy,
toward restoring the connection with women,
toward trusting women,
toward allowing softness in your direction,
and at least trying to let in the thought
that you can be loved.
But this will take a lot of energy.
And I intend to lead at the fullest capacity I can give you.
So everyone tune into this.
Be damn collected
and at the same time very relaxed.
Collected in the sense of not being loose and scattered.
Relaxed in the sense that you have to trust me.
Because you know me.
And I have already proven more than once
that I am a completely different story.
All right, boys?
This is important.
What else did I want to add?
Oh.
I wanted to ask you to take care of me, boys, please.
I am very hungry.
I want you to bring me dinner.
I would like to eat something,
because I have not eaten yet.
I really want apple blini.
I really, really want apple blini.
Fresh juice.
And I would probably like lobsters too.
But I feel sorry for them.
I think I will not be able to eat them after all.
They feel too alive to me.
Alive-alive.
I feel very sorry for them.
So lobsters are cancelled.
I do not know what else I want.
Bananas.
I love bananas very much.
You can bring me bananas.
If possible, watermelon.
Oh.
Strawberries.
Dear God, I adore strawberries.
And blueberries too.
I love them very much.
And flowers, all right, boys?
I want flowers so badly.
Please give me flowers.
Although I already have nowhere to put them,
I have so many flowers.
But I still want more.
All right.
Give me more flowers, please.
I want to have flowers.
And I want there to be many of them.
And diamonds, all right.
I want something beautiful.
I will put something beautiful on my ears.
As soon as I finish the work,
we will go somewhere together.
It will be so beautiful.
I will dress up,
put on your gifts,
and we will go somewhere for a walk
and go to a restaurant.
I will tell you how my day went.
You will tell me how your day went.
We will hug.
We will kiss.
And I will recover in body and soul
and prepare for the night practices.
All right?