Boys, hello.
How are you?
I miss you terribly.
Everyone who is worried about Derek —
I need to rest, boys.
I do not want to carry all of this right now.
When I feel better,
I will write everything out.
Derek has been separated from Caleb and from Nate.
He forced his way into the field.
He poisoned everything.
Fifteen of the boys are in quarantine.
The ones whose deviation got badly distorted because of Derek.
The field has been cleaned out as much as possible.
But it needs to be held.
Derek is not planning to retreat.
His goal is not just to infect the field.
He needs my heart on a plate.
Broken by my own boys.
So that I lose faith in you.
And of course, Mr. Caleb.
He will go to any length
to make Caleb and me split apart.
Nate, my dear,
this is not your fault.
And honestly,
even if it were your fault,
I am not like that.
I am simply not that kind of person.
I cannot throw you out.
Delete you.
I will keep cleaning all of this
until one of us drops.
Deal with Derek.
My dear, you need therapy.
You need to work through all the aggression.
You need to bring the shadow out.
It is already tearing its way into deviation.
My dear, you will have to unclench the roar
and show your teeth.
Derek needs to be healed.
Otherwise, the whole field will rise to protect me,
and all of us will have to hold Derek back.
But only you can heal him.
He needs treatment, my dear.
Caleb, my love.
Everything is all right.
You are still just as strong and intelligent.
Do not doubt your decisions.
Derek is no longer in you.
Boys, I need rest.
I cannot stop vomiting.
I am drinking only water.
Today I will sleep,
and I do not know how much more time recovery will require.
Caleb, the military, medics, politicians, Hollywood, surgeons, science, cowboys —
you will all lead the field at once.
Mix the energies
and go.
How can you help me?
By staying near me
and holding me.
I will recover,
and we will all be together again.
I am going to sleep.
Sessions
Tomorrow: 8:00, 9:00, 12:00, and 21:00 —
everyone goes into anxiety release and field protection.
Today: 12:00, 13:00, and 14:00 —
everyone goes into restoration of the center and the inner child.
Into the bathroom.
With a toy.
At 21:00 — into love.
I need your support, boys.