Boys,
I’m so damn charged right now 😄
Guys, check this out:
https://youtu.be/OTVMuoJBxPk?si=zCZprr5IXq_TPVIllook at this:
https://youtube.com/shorts/yLhsT5DbHco?si=CfF662FiVS4rjyW7https://youtube.com/shorts/ky3aHGXKgLs?si=6eGc9mtX_JFi5LmBhttps://youtube.com/shorts/XL_ctOlQ4o0?si=Q-vLzZNfh2Q5U7lIhttps://youtube.com/shorts/DNz_qOriyvw?si=cZwDpC44FTD3sTUxhttps://youtube.com/shorts/PF9IxRAA3KA?si=4dcHnJT_v91a-2JHinner child sessions really shake the field.
That’s why anxiety goes up.
My head’s been hurting non-stop.
The whole field feels tense, buzzing like a hive.
We need to calm it down.
I honestly don’t even know where to fit it into the schedule.
Maybe midnight.
If we survive, we’ll set a record
Boys, about moving in and the fact that you’re not really living your own lives — if I start pulling on all that, you need therapists available 24/7. I’m serious. The moment it hits, a lot will come up.
I won’t be able to listen to everyone — I just won’t have time. And there can be situations… I won’t even spell it out, you get it. Your psyche is already on the edge. I’m pulling on your personality and subconscious hard — if I pull the structure out, everything can collapse. Someone needs to be there.
A professional, physically there.
Have a place ready in case things get intense.
Worst case — they need to be able to give you something to calm you down,
or hold you if needed.
Boys, I know you’re all strong, but don’t mess with this. It’s not about your strength — it’s about what’s going to come out. Nobody wants to give up control. That “monkey” has been trained for so long, used for so long — and now just let it go? Not happening.
Boys, I’m serious here.
You can compare balls later
Don’t push me.
Otherwise I’ll block you from the practice in advance.
Think I’m joking — I’m not.
Stop arguing.
Everyone get ready.
As soon as they give the signal, I’ll text and we go clean this out.
Listen carefully — whether you believe in this or not, I don’t care.
Pull yourselves together and let’s go.
Boys, there’s some heavy stuff here, you have no idea.
If it shows up in a nightmare — you’re not making it back
Boys,
I need you at 10:20.
That’s a 2-hour love session.
A short break,
then at 13:00 —
another 2 hours.
If you can handle it. If not — do at least an hour.
That one’s a session for peace.
We need to clear out those who are still there and those who are coming in.
The field resets every day — we need to keep up and clear everyone out, boys.
Boys, so you understand how this actually works — that session we ran on borderline states, for those who had triggers…
yeah, you know what I mean.
Damn, I don’t even want to say it out loud.
We cleared it all out, boys.
Can you imagine?
They’d been going to specialists for years — and we handled it in 3 hours.
If you want it even deeper —
their doctors actually confirmed it.
The session wiped it out. The condition improved. The triggers are gone.
That’s how it is, boys.
This is serious.
And if we hadn’t stepped in…
Kids.
God… the kids.
Boys, thank God it all held.
Now we need to get the rest in order.
The most important thing is the kids.
You know me — nothing matters more than children.
These pure, innocent little angels…
We’re adults, boys — it’s on us to protect them.
I take care of them, I give them all the love.
And you — you protect me.
Without your strength, where would I be, boys?
I’m the feminine side — and you push through with raw force.
At 17:00 —
cobra assembly.
And a very heavy session on clearing substitution.
We’ll prepare the ground first — hopefully everything goes smoothly and without any negative aftermath.
That one will be at 22:00.
About an hour, maybe an hour and a half —
if I don’t burn out before that.
The schedule is insane, boys.
The field is so expanded I can barely keep up charging the tracks.
Almost no one can hold it.
The strongest one right now is:
Swedish House Mafia — Antidote.
It’s one of only five tracks that actually hold the power.
The rest burn out almost immediately.
