Guys, hey,
I don’t know, guys.
When people admire me and think I’m someone to look up to,
I just want to disappear into the ground.
My birthday’s coming up.
I’m turning 31.
And this month has been insanely intense,
because I was sure everything would work out —
and it didn’t.
I don’t know, guys.
People keep saying “don’t give up, don’t give up,”
and I’m like… how the hell am I supposed to do that?
I was sure I’d have everything done by my birthday —
my kindergarten

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my school


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But none of that happened.
Roman is going to a daycare that makes my hair stand on end,
and we still haven’t left this city that makes my hair stand on end too.
So yeah…
someone here is a pretty bad example.
I have to admit —
I’m really disappointed in myself.
And honestly, I’m starting to doubt that “magic” I always believed in.
I want to believe life is taking me somewhere else so it can…
I don’t know… hit me even harder?
Alright, that was a joke.
I’m trying to believe life just has a better plan for me.
But right now, I honestly feel like I’m losing it.
So guys, I’m really asking you —
don’t make me into some ideal.
Because the place I’m in right now…
you really have to try hard to end up in this kind of mess.
Alright, enough of that.
Moving on.
For those who didn’t get it the easy way —
I had to throw people out of the field.
And surprisingly, it wasn’t just the obvious sick idiots,
but girls and guys too.
Especially girls —
damn, that was a nightmare.
Almost half of them had to go,
because they started poisoning the field.
And guys too —
with jealousy, some kind of bitterness…
ugh.
And those constantly dissatisfied ones?
I hate that.
Always walking around with those miserable faces.
Disgusting.
Thank God we got rid of them.
The field is clean now.
Kids are connected to it.
God… kids.
What could be better?
Pure light.
I love kids. I really do.
Guys, about those of you who stepped up for your families
and are trying to be the best fathers—
I’m seriously proud of you.
That’s incredible, guys.
Being a good, solid father —
that’s the best role there is.
I’m really proud of you.
I hope your kids grow up proud of you too,
and that you build a strong bond.
Kids.
Family.
That’s what really matters.
That’s the real treasure.
Don’t worry about the kids.
The field protects them.
They’re under strong protection.
What else…
Guys, while my energy is a bit off right now —
don’t jerk off to me and don’t connect.
I don’t want to mess up your state.
By lunch we push business hard,
we’ll finish dealing with all the rotten structures.
At lunch I’ll be back with you,
fully in, fully ready.
At 10:10
I’ll be watching my favorite — Hercules.
I love that cartoon.
And I’ll be eating junk.
Maybe I’ll cook some pasta too.
Anyway—
If you want to join me, I’ll be waiting.
If not,
I’ll be laughing at Hades’ jokes
and crying over my life alone.
Seriously charged
for the start of the day.
So you guys
drive to work in your expensive, badass cars,
wind messing up your hair,
you spin donuts in the parking lot,
wink at the girls—
they drop.
Guys, pure sex.
All that’s left is to kick the office door open.
What?
Boss alpha or what?
Blackpink — Ice Cream
Alright, alright…
Still charged.
For the roar.
And so girls’ panties just drop on their own.
You damn perverts.

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