Guys, the field is buzzing with sex, lust…
and
and
gratitude.
Guys, listen—
I know people like me are considered unicorns.
But this is fucking real.
I want you to be okay.
I don’t need anything in return
except what’s real.
I always tell you — people are the main resource.
I need real ones.
My people.
Family.
Do you get it, guys?
No dirty games. No bullshit.
I need your sincerity.
Your real input. Your real presence.
Remember I told you about a mother?
About a wife?
All they need is an alpha.
His presence. Him.
Same for me.
To laugh.
To cry.
To just be there with my people. That’s it.
I don’t need your money.
But you’re starting to push me—
and I can feel I’m about to start demanding money from you,
because the imbalance is getting serious.
You keep taking and taking.
Yeah, I get it.
But guys, you’re gonna have to pull your shit together,
not lose yourselves,
and bring me more than just money.
Yeah.
And don’t give me that look.
What? I know you.
Money’s easy for you.
But real connection?
That’s where it gets scary, huh?
Yeah. It is.
But there’s no other way.
Swedish House Mafia — Antidote (Radio Edit)
This one will rip your guts out.
Loaded with aggression.
Built so you don’t fall apart standing next to me.
It’s heavily charged for closeness.
It’ll drag all your inner trauma to the surface.
Everything’s coming up.
Your bones will start locking up, guys.
Oh come on—
weren’t you the ones paying girls to beat the shit out of you?
So go.

About money—
If you don’t feel like it — your choice.
But guys, you will have to pay properly.
I honestly can’t even imagine what my work is worth for you—
and you know that perfectly well.
If you want balance in this process—
get your wallets ready.
I’m not against it.

P.S.
Guys, about those sick bastards who joined recently—
They’re seriously glitching.
Their psyche is breaking down hard.
Feels like the darkness doesn’t want to let its monkeys go.
Funny—
we asked them for help,
and now we’re the ones pulling these bastards out.
But there’s no other way.
Boys… you’re not gonna leave me alone with this, right?
I know you won’t.
Let’s pull these bastards out too.
Just be careful.
Some of them have kids.
And the kids are already infected with this shit.
We need to handle the kids very carefully.
They’re tightly tied to their fathers.
Guys, please— damn it, these are children.
I’m about to cry.
If anything happens to the kids—
I’ll gut every single one of you.
I’ll put protection on them.
But still — be careful.
Girls, get in.
The kids need protection.
Let the guys break through the field.
Fuck this—
go to hell.
You’ll act like men later.
Right now — don’t wave your balls around.
Time to wake up.
We’re not boys.
Let them push through on testosterone.
We protect the kids.
Yeah.
Shut up.
And get to work.

Guys, there’s a lot to do.
Some serious shit is surfacing.
We need to clean all of it out.
An hour on each — or just run it in the background.
The energy will handle it.
But if you focus — we’ll break through fast.

Now separately—
Salads.
Yeah.
Salads are surprisingly charged today.
I mean real, living salads—
like tomatoes, cucumbers…
not that high-end cuisine bullshit.
Don’t freak out like mortals just because it’s real food.
Pomegranate — heavily charged.
Bananas.
And—
blini.
Yeah — real Russian blini.
What are you staring at?
I don’t give a damn about your patriotism.
That’s just how it is.
So shut up and move.
Once again—
Swedish House Mafia — Antidote (Radio Edit)
Fucking charged.
Even the birds took a shit on it.

And one more thing—
I’ll be on in half an hour.
Damn, Moscow time… that’s around 10:10.
I’ll be watching Crocodile Dundee in Los Angeles.
Yeah, yeah.
Yeah.
Very funny.
Old as hell.
Yeah—
you’re all standing there hard,
like you’re all 18 again.
And me?
To you, I’m an old woman, right?
You bastards.
Anyway—
There’s power there later.
I’ll tap in.
You decide if you’re coming or not.
And stop jerking off for at least a minute.
Fuck.
I can’t even breathe.
You want to jerk off just to blow off steam —
the energy’s insane, your body can’t handle it.
Hold it, guys.
Hold the power.
It’ll unlock the roar.
It’ll open your voice.
Later you won’t be able to stop yourselves—
but right now you need to hold it.
Handle the energy.
Don’t waste it on jerking off.
Save it for Wednesday.