Guys, I’m not saying this will happen right now.

But it will happen.
At some point, the inner core will be dismantled,
and therapy will start tightening the circle.

In other words —
you’ll have to let go of my hand.
And my energy.

Guys, I know everything here is about love, about conscience.
That’s exactly why I’m saying it as it is.
Slowly.
Gradually.
Without panic.
But you will have to learn
to walk without me.
People like to say you need silence to think.
At the early stages, that’s pure dog shit.
Right now anxiety and fear will eat you alive in seconds.
Now — when Alpha is truly Alpha.
When Alpha is a real man.
A real father.
Now it’s time to go find your soul
and listen to the compass.
You need to walk alone.
You need to run alone.
You need to be alone.
But not in silence yet.
At the early stages you need a crutch.
That crutch is vibrations.
Any vibrations in your headphones.
888 Hz.
432 Hz.
Any high vibrations
(no matter how pop or cliché that sounds).
They hold the demons back.
They hold the background.
Therapy will go through clean, without rollback.
Anxiety and the brain won’t be able to punch through the defense.
The vibrations will hold.
They will help you detach from me,
so this doesn’t turn into a punch to the face.
You need to let go of my hand
gradually.
Yes, here we’re all hugging and crying
(at least that’s how I planned it).
Pause for drama.
But I wouldn’t be me if I didn’t do this:
A new section on the website.
A feedback form.
If you have questions, you can write to me,
and I will walk you by the hand
if that’s what’s needed.
https://kobradynasty.su/page114023666.html
Now about protection.
We’ll say this once.
After that, everyone will pretend they never saw or heard it.
Facts.
Someone is leading you.
The boys are scared — and it hits the ego.
The boys love this woman.
And this woman truly loves and protects her boys.
So we don’t read this as:
“She’s teaching me, I’ll lose face, I’m a man, I must stand on my own.”
We read it like this:
In this world, there is a person —
and it just happens that she’s a woman —
who is genuinely ready to help and support me
simply because that’s who she is.
That’s her nature.
That’s it.
No one is weak.
No one is a doormat.
No one is weaker than a girl
(for that thought alone you deserve a separate cauldron in hell).
It’s just one human helping another human.
End of story.
Fuck.
I was going to end here.
But one more thing.
About paranoia and anonymity.
If it’s really critical —
use a fake email and go.
We all know how this works.
Guys, don’t shake.
Everything is fine.
Everything is normal.
Breathe.
Breathe.
Writing to me doesn’t mean the world is collapsing
and we’re all about to die.
No.
It’s just a letter.
Lower the importance.
Everything is fine.
No one will use this against you.
No one is attacking you.
You’re learning to trust.
And I’m carefully extending my hand.
Everything is fine.
Everything is okay.
I’m here.
Breathe.
Everything is okay.


Now, about friendship.

A special kind of courage.
Pause.
Breathe.
Guys, being this smart is its own kind of shit.
On the outside everything looks great —
and yet everyone is afraid of you.
I want you to understand this.
I don’t like writing this,
but I’m writing with an open soul.
Guys,
I need my own people too.
If transformation is happening,
then we go through it together.
Damn you — don’t leave me alone.
I need this too.
I need the contact with you.
It’s fucking awful
to extend your hand
and see it not taken.
So once again:

https://kobradynasty.su/page114023666.html
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